Where to start I feel horrible about myself and where I am weight wise right now.
I keep telling myself that accept my body as it is right now, but lets be realistic. I hate it!!!
My losest i was able to get down to was 176 lbs. and I was very comfortable at that weight my not be the ideal weight for some but I had great muscle mass.
So what did I do before and how did I do it. I remenber anger had a lot to do with my initial motivation.
My husband had cheated on my with a very beautiful THIN woman. I was once thin and beautiful.
Ive been through some crazy shit the last 2 years.
So now where do I stand....
To start this journey again...