I did not want to be one of those young mom's that leave thier children in the care of thier parents and go out and party. I have taken my role of mom seriously like I should have. But I still feel like I missed out on something and have been trying to fill that void.
I had this
So what now...I was thinking of for just one year being selfish and having some fun... but ultimately I would feel guilty for doing it since I do see myself as a mom. But just for this ONE Birthday I am going to party it out. It has taken months of planning just to get this one day to myself. Babysitters are lined up as I had to split the kids. But at least I want to have one partying story to tell the grandkids...
So wish me luck on my journey of reflecting as to what I want this last year of being in my 20's to be.